Getting Him Back
In the months
she had been working to get Jack back from the grip of the ancients, she hadn't
taken any time to consider what would be next. She could feel Daniel's hand on
her arm as they waited for the doctors and nurses to finish examining the
colonel. Teal'c stood in front of them. Although his face was passive, she knew
he was straining to hear what the medical personnel were saying.
After months
of waiting, she found herself very impatient for word from inside the
infirmary. He had looked ok when they got him out and the Asgard had said he
would be fine but he was unresponsive. Would it just take time? Were the Asgard
wrong? Maybe nobody had ever done this twice! What if they didn't really know
what effect it would have on him? Maybe it had taken them too long! Maybe she
was too late! Her head was spinning and she needed answers.
Finally, the
door swung open and the doctor stopped in front of Teal'c. Sam could tell
Teal'c still unnerved the doctor a bit. She figured that might have its advantages.
"How is
O'Neill?" Teal'c's passive face and deep voice obviously shook the doctor
up a bit but she recovered quickly.
"Physically
he seems fine. He has not been responding to us in any way. I am deeply
concerned about this lack of response. It may just take him time to realize he
is free. I will hold him for a few days, but if he doesn't begin to respond I
won't have any choice but to commit him for psychological treatment."
"I won't
let that happen." Daniel stood up and the doctor turned to face him.
"I have been there and done that. Jack will not be committed. If I have to
quit in order to care for him then I will."
"We will
do it as a team." Sam put her hand on his arm.
"Indeed."
Teal'c locked eyes with Sam.
"Well
then, I will update General Hammond on his condition and your offer." The
doctor gave a polite but strained smile. She had been told this team was
particularly close, but she was surprised they would give up their careers to
care for a non-responsive virtual vegetable.
Three days
passed with no noticeable changes in Jack. Sam, Daniel, and Teal'c had taken
turns sitting with him in the infirmary. They each tried to get his attention
by talking to him about the past and in Sam's case, she had even discussed a
future she hoped they might one day share. She could have sworn a couple of
times during that last day she had seen his eyes track her movements, but when
she tried to test her theory she couldn't get him to do it again. She chalked
it up to her imagination.
SG-1 was
called to the briefing room on the afternoon of Jack's third day in the
infirmary. Sam stood as the general entered and he waved her to sit down.
"The
doctor has informed me of your offer to care for Jack. At this point, I will
not accept any resignations. You all have plenty of leave built up and you will
have to use it all before I will even consider signing any resignations. Is
that clear?"
"Yes,
sir." Daniel and Teal'c nodded with Sam's answer.
"The
doctor tells me she can teach you all to care for him. Have you decided where
you will take him?"
"To his
home, sir. It is the largest of all our places. There are spare rooms for our
use and we hope the familiarity of home will help him recover."
"That
makes sense. Sign me up."
"Sir?"
"I want
to help. Sign me up for a few shifts, all right. I'm sure you can teach me what
I need to know."
"Thank
you, sir."
"The
doctor plans on releasing Jack tomorrow. I am ordering you all to spend the
rest of today training to care for him. I am taking SG-1 off gate duty until
further notice. You are all free to work on base as you see fit, but I will
expect you to be using your leave to spend a maximum amount of time helping
Jack recover. We all need him back."
"Will do,
sir."
"Dismissed."
Sam, Daniel, and Teal'c looked at each other. They shared a moment of relief
followed by a strange apprehension at the enormity of the job they were
accepting.
They spent the
afternoon learning how to care for Jack. Sam decided early on that she would
let Teal'c and Daniel handle Jack's bathing and toileting. She would take the
feeding and hydrating. She knew Jack wasn't going to like knowing he had to be
cared for like this, but he would be devastated to find out she had been
bathing him. Well, he would at least be devastated to think he hadn't been able
to enjoy it. That thought made her grin and that grin earned her an odd look
from Daniel.
They spent the
night packing their personal items and moved into Jack's home. Daniel and
Teal'c shared the spare room and gave Sam the pull out sofa in the study. They all
shared a bathroom. Jack's room and bathroom were reserved for his use only.
They restocked the kitchen and cleaned up. They went to sleep late, tired but
satisfied they were ready to take care of Jack.
Daniel rode
with Jack and a couple of medics in an SGC supplied van the next morning. The
SGC let them borrow a wheelchair to get Jack in and around the house. Once he
was in the house, the medics were dismissed. Daniel pushed Jack out to the back
deck. The sun warmed them as they sat looking out on the backyard. Sam and
Daniel were discussing the bird varieties common to the area. Teal'c was
watching Jack.
"I
believe O'Neill already looks more relaxed." Sam and Daniel turned to look
at Jack. Sam thought Teal'c was right.
"Maybe
home will be just what he needs." Sam smiled at Teal'c.
"Let's
hope so. I just can't imagine Jack being stuck like this." Daniel face was
grim. "Sorry, it's just so hard to stay upbeat."
"I know,
Daniel, but Jack needs our support, not our sorrow." Sam kneeled down in
front of Daniel. She took both of his hands in hers and looked into his eyes.
"I know it's hard, but we're here for each other as much as we are here
for the colonel." Daniel nodded and smiled at Sam.
"I know.
I know. My moment has passed. What should we do for lunch?"
"How
about chili dogs?"
"Sounds
good." Sam got up and went inside. Teal'c followed.
"Major
Carter?"
"Yes,
Teal'c?"
"I
believe O'Neill was watching you talk to Daniel Jackson."
"Why do
you think that?"
"I saw
his eyes move in your direction and they stayed put." Sam's face lit up.
"I
thought I saw his eyes follow me the other day in the infirmary. He's really is
in there, Teal'c. This will work." Teal'c moved close to Sam and put his
arms around her.
"I also
believe he is in there. We will help him find his way back." In his mind,
Teal'c knew Sam needed Jack more than as her CO. His loyalty to both Jack and
Sam meant he had to help them be reunited.
After lunch,
Daniel and Teal'c gave Jack a bath and put him in fresh sweats and a t-shirt.
They brought him into the living room, where Sam had curled up on the sofa to
read. They put Jack on the sofa, beside Sam, and turned on a Simpsons DVD.
Teal'c was sitting on the floor in front of the sofa and Daniel was sitting at
the kitchen table working on his laptop. Sam kept glancing at Jack out of the
corner of her eye.
"Hey
guys, look at Jack." Teal'c turned around and Daniel came into the room.
Jack's lips were curved up in a small grin and his eyes were locked on the
television.
"I
believe this indicates progress."
"Yeah,
Teal'c. Things are looking up." Daniel forgot about his work and sat down
to watch Jack smile. This seemed like such a big move and he wanted to enjoy it
with the rest of the team.
After watching
Jack for several minutes, Sam couldn't stop her hand from reaching up to caress
his cheek. As her fingers trailed down his cheek, she saw his eyes move to her
face. The smile on his lips remained. For a few moments, Sam forgot Teal'c and
Daniel were in the room. She kept her hand on his face and rubbed her thumb
back and forth along his cheek.
"I think
he recognizes you." Daniel's voice broke her out of her reverie and she
dropped her hand.
"I think
you're right. Bringing him home was the right move." Jack turned back to
the television when Teal'c began a quiet chuckle.
Dinner for the
three friends was quiet. Sam gave Jack some ice cream to eat and he swallowed
it easily, an improvement over his time in the infirmary. They played cards
after dinner. Sam held Jack's cards and played for him. He won twice, better
than he usually did on team poker nights.
Daniel and
Teal'c got Jack cleaned up for bed while Sam got his bed ready. Daniel and Sam
got Jack into bed. Sam sat beside Jack and ran her hand through his hair.
Daniel stepped out, he knew this moment was private and he wanted her to have
it.
"Sleep
well, sir. One of us will check on you every couple of hours." Her smile
was warm and full of love. As she began to stand, she felt his hand on hers.
She looked down at his hand and then to his face.
"You
moved! That is amazing. Great work, sir." His brow crinkled as she spoke
and the grip on her hand tightened.
"Do you
want me to stay for a while?" The grip on her hand momentarily tightened
again. Sam sat down beside him and rubbed his hand. Her eyes locked on his face.
The feelings within her were steadily rising to the surface and she knew he
could see them on her face. She wasn't interested in trying to hide them.
"Sam."
The word was so quite she almost missed it.
"You said
my name!" Sam slid off the edge of the bed and knelt beside the bed so she
was on his eye level. "Do it again." His lips curved into a grin.
"Sam."
"I've got
to tell the guys." He held her hand tight, which made her stop moving.
"Us."
"I don't
understand, sir."
"Jack."
"Jack. I
don't understand why you wouldn't want me to tell them."
"Stay."
"What do
you mean?"
"Stay."
She looked in his eyes and knew what he meant. She only thought about it for a
moment before moving back the covers. She laid down next to him and put her arm
over his stomach and her head on his chest. She helped him put his arm around
her waist.
"No
giggling, I promise." She felt the muscles of his jaw move and figured
that meant he was smiling.
"Love."
Her throat tightened and her heart stopped.
"I love
you too, Jack." His grip around her waist tightened slightly. She fell
asleep with her body wrapped around his. Daniel and Teal'c looked in a couple
of hours later. They turned off the lights and closed the door.
"I think
he's going to be fine, Teal'c."
"I think they will both be all
right, Daniel Jackson."